18 years has passed since the day i was born.. n it has been a heck of a journey so far.. a journey that hopefully is still at the beginning.. i have had the goods n the bads bt i hav no regrets 4 all i hav done.. 2day is the start of my 19th year n the start of my dads 48th year.. this is sumthin im proud 2 share wif him n i hav alwayz enjoyed celebrating our b'dayz 2gether.. unfortunately i just got bak from the airport where i had 2 watch him go 2 tehran on the eve of the celebrations.. so 4 the 2nd year running its just me that will b celebrating.. i m proud of all my achievements that i have obtained n have been a privileged to have known all hu has crossed paths wif me n will never 4get wat u guyz have done 4 me.. if i hav ever mistreated u in any way i would apoligize 2 u in an instant.. so now its time 4 me 2 let go of my past n alwayz think bout the present.. cos that is all i hav left.. the future is still unclear 4 me.. its nt sumthin i want 2 think of rite now..
this 19th year will b the best year of my life.. it has 2 b.. as long as its better than last year then it will b enough.. a year where i hav my goals.. a year where i will attempt 2 try n actually achieve them.. a year where i will hav 2 control me from being me.. i hav 2 learn many things which i need 2 b whole.. that is sumthin i may never have bt a step 2wards that is alwayz welcomed.. a year where a will strive 2 overcome all obstacles.. a year 2 b independant.. 2 come out of the shell which has protected me.. which is my parents n 2 a bigger extent the laws.. this will b where i hav 2 grow as an individual n just b myself n stop being insecure of wat others think of me..
this is wat i wanna achieve this year.. n i vow 2 do my best.. the time is now n thats all i hav..
Posted at 1:28 am by
hazey
